Read my posts below if you'd like, I'm actually thinking of making a new journal, for um, I dont know, me. I think just having a real tabulas account hidden, not nominated for awards, not big, not reachable by google *you can keep them out of search engines*. It's my choice. Upon will be something else. I'll probably tell my friends, comment if you want not to know where I went.

People are tiny morsels of a puzzle. One in particular is a crumb so desolate in the very practice of manner and coexistance it lives on this internet writing things horribly offending. I'm not the coward who doesnt leave a url or a name. I'm not the homophobe and person who thinks I, I am infact making up the very true fact that my friend has aids.
I'm just bored, so far I have gotten these material items, without thinking of the jackass:

Ipod (10 MB)
Sony Walkman Minidisc Player with FM/AM/TV/WEATHER remote tuner.
Alias Seasons 1 and 2
A stuffed teddy bear
more on the way, hell it isnt Christmas yet.

Ok, I just wanted to tell people that we are facing an epidemic, and in all straight forward honesty and truth, I am friends with a kid who was living with aids for a while. At first I thought it was the flu after he was quarinteened (sp?) in our dorm nurse facility, and now today I find out that it is aids he is suffering from. This not something to be joked around with. Jonas W. is suffering from not only nerve racking diagnois of aids, the disease itself, the factor of having vaccines and pills and just heartbreak. I know he will survive, I pray to a higher being, hell to myself just that he doesnt go to sleep.
http://www.aids.org/

Together we can stop this.

Brought to you by Eunae Jung, and affiliation with aids.org.

On a lighter note, just so I can stop crying, I will do links into my dailies. Just comment or tagboard me using the word "Jonas be saved" and you'll be a link. Just link me too? I want people to know of aids and of me. So, there. And here:

Saddam was actually found, I never expected it. They got tired of looking on land they just started doing what the nazis did and banging on floors of huts and homes to find unexpecting people in hiding. Not saying America is the Nazis and Saddam is the jew being hunted. I have burned cds to make, finished a frame project, thought about the world ending, because thats how much I analyze and really just talked to Jonas about how much he would sacrifice for a belief. Being he thinks Kylie Minoque is heaven sent and that if he misses one dance step of a choreographed dance of Britney Spears he'd sacrifice his sexuality and daresay it go, straight. He so told me to write that. He's my gay god.

My tabulas account was voted:
http://www.flyingchair.net/vote.php?categoryID=10

I was nominated? Im not going to vote for myself, because it wouldnt be fair. But someone enjoys me? By non Asian they mean lving not in Asia, cause some of the people nominated are asians (including me). So please vote if you like? Just scroll down to Vote for existing nominee and click it till you get UPON A WITHERING EMOTION enter your email, and VOTE. Thank you!

I loved the beginning just as Will and Syd met, and automatically action stirred up. She obviously proved to him, basically how she knew him. How her memories before her slumber or unanswered whereabouts were still active. The drunken kiss scene was romantic in a twist, and Syd really let out that shes a much more battered wreck from just Vaughn and "Brows". I must honestly say, though, I'm warming to her. I just hated how Francie went out, I'm not there yet. Sark met Daddy, "Hello Daddy" and was his name Julia? Or Juliard? Sounds high and mighty. His own father? He welded his own FATHER? Even if mine abondaned (sp?) me, I would not weld him. The "rocker" set up was hot, Will and Syd just are a new "possible" it. He said Love you and she nearly cried, trying to pause his departure every second. Now, Lindsey and Francie went out in the worst ways. Francie/Dopplehanger/Allison just was stabbed, she could get out of being shot, out of being injured in a huge van but not survive being stabbed through the shoulder/heart area? I think thats just horrible how she died. Lindsey died, but I wanted it to be by "the crew" meaning Vaughn, Daddy Bristow, or Sloane. And Sloane's endgame was WOW. I just think Syd was wrong. He did care for her, and tell her the truth that he never traded.